Before I know it, I'll be dead

Sounds a little depressing right? I say it because time seems to be flying by without me even knowing it.

Millie is almost 1 month old

Ryan had almost a whole month off work, but now he's back at work :(

I only have 2 more weeks until i go back to work. double 

Besides the fact that I have another child in my home, I'm not even sure what I've done with my time. When Zane was a newborn I specifically remember my schedule of holding Zane all day while watching tv, taking a bazillion pictures of him in all his outfits, and maybe once a day doing a quick clean up of the house. (it was a tiny apartment that when I deep cleaned, it only took me 45 minutes-now I feel like a have freaking mansion -I don't- that has a tornado -Zane- that comes through it every 10 minutes or so. I have taken hardly any pictures of little Mills besides on my iphone, and I didn't get the 4s, so it's not even an awesome camera on my phone. ugh. 

Here are the few pictures that make my heart swell.

sorry, this one is turned. it's probably my all time favorite. it makes me laugh every time.

he's sure a proud Big Brother

she's gorgeous, I know.

I love this one a lot. Ryan is such a good daddy

he kisses her about 100 times a day

I love the way he's looking at her in this one (ps-notice Millie's mohawk? It's sweet)

Most handsome award goes to Zaner

He can't really handle being away from her at any time.